Got an email from Arenose today asking if everything’s ok ‘cos of all my password-protected entries. Was kinda touched by the email. Haha. (Thanks!). I’m ok, really. Just that as more and more people know about this blog, and since my nick, UptownGal has been “exposed” on some forums, i’ve been a little concerned about keeping some things under wraps.
As all old readers of this blog know, i’m not one to mince my words, nor change what i write. Even if it offends people, i will always stand by my posts unless someone can convince me with good reasons that i am wrong. I have my reasons for doing the things i do, and taking the choices i make. I have been rebuked about how i handled certain relationship issues… but speak to me in person, and i will explain things in detail. Just because i don’t talk about being sad/hurt, or why i sometimes feel wronged, doesn’t mean i don’t feel them.
Regardless of how shitty i feel, the last thing i would want to do is to affect the overall dynamics of a group. If things are better left unsaid, then let them remain silent. When it’s finally ok to reveal certain thoughts, i will. Browse back to my older entries and u’ll realise that some of those that were previously password-protected have now been made public. Well, everything’s about timing.
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