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Covid-19

I know one day I will look back at this and see that Covid-19 is just one of the many life experiences people gain during their lifetime. It will not be any different from SARS or H1N1 or any of the other pandemics that have hit the world before. Singapore started our “Circuit Breaker” on […]

V-Day 2020

A very real Valentine’s Day, amidst fears of the COVID-19 mutating to become something more serious, amidst a deteriorating credit environment and more businesses going insolvent and learning from the reality that even your spouse’s love for you will always be so small compared to God’s love. I really overestimated spousal love. I thought finally, […]

Insomnia

Wed night when I couldn’t sleep, there were a lot of things on my mind. In random order – do you think we should have a kid? I’m 41 this year so it’s prob. now or never. Of ‘cos, just ‘cos we try doesn’t mean it’ll happen but I think I don’t overly love kids […]

I don’t know why

A half truth makes a whole lie.Too many I don’t know whys.The longer the evasion, the more natural the white lies.Ever increasing guilt, ever decreasing joy.

God’s Word

Reading the bible really gives me a lot of comfort. It gives me peace, and assurance knowing that He is here for me and He is all that matters. Thank you, Lord.

Protected: A Letter, One Year On

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你要的爱

雖然經常夢見妳 還是毫無頭緒外面正在下著雨 今天是星期幾But I don’t know 你去那裡雖然不曾懷疑你 還是忐忑不定誰是你的那個唯一 原諒我懷疑自己我明白 我要的愛 會把我寵壞像一個小孩 只懂在你懷裡壞你要的愛 不只是依賴要像個大男孩 風吹又日曬 生活自由自在雖然不曾懷疑你 還是忐忑不定誰是你的那個唯一 原諒我懷疑我自己我明白 我要的愛 會把我寵壞像一個小孩 只懂在你懷裡壞…

Farewell 2018

Pain, worthlessness, grief, self-harm; too many dark moments have plagued 2018. I truly wish for a better tomorrow in 2019.

I Wished…

I was a bigger part of your consciousness.  

Clingy

I died. Got revived. And I woke up a different person. Scarred. Despairing. Looking forward to His second coming.   If I wasn’t drowning, I wouldn’t cling on so hard.




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