My Bad Habit

I have a very bad habit.  When i’m pissed, i’ll spill the beans on everything and anything ‘cos i no longer care about the consequences.  Just got home from a late night of drinking… very tired… but ‘cos i said i would post this on my blog tonight, i will get it done.

Was darn pissed off with HD this afternoon.  Saw him on MSN which was really strange ‘cos he hardly comes online.  Wondered if he was trying to chat up some new chick via MSN and so i msg’d him.  He said no.  Said he was resting at home ‘cos he was down with the flu bug but was clearing some work emails.  (Clearing work still can come on MSN meh?)

To cut a long story short, we spoke briefly and somehow the conversation got to Mr. Abandoned’s don’t know on or off girlfriend, The Drunkard (“Drunk” for short).  HD has always been the one who bitches about her the most… and he has always maintained that he doesn’t want her in the group.  Anyway, he was griping about her calling him today.  In his own words, he said “siao liao”.  I asked him if Drunk was coming for the party at his place this Fri and he said yes.

I was astonished and asked him who invited her??  To which his response was, “Don’t judge, CG.  U’re not perfect yourself”.  I was really pissed when i heard that.  Of course i’m not perfect.  Who is?  But i’m not the one who bitched about her the most, and then extends a hypocritical invitation to her to attend a party. 

The reason why i don’t like to hang out with Drunk is ‘cos – she always gets drunk!  And when she’s drunk, she starts scolding everyone around her… which makes her very embarrassing company to be with.

Iceman said that i shouldn’t be surprised at HD taking the moral high ground.  Yes.  It’s his typical style, just that he has never pulled this stunt on me… and the only reason why i’ve never been bothered by it is ‘cos he has never tried this on me!

So i’m pissed.  What right has someone who frequently bitches about his close friends have, to tell me that i’m being judgemental? 

Another example of HD bitching about a close friend of him was last week – BAT wanted to rent a dancing pole for the party and came to ask me for help.  I managed to find a studio that offers rental of dance poles and so i emailed BAT and HD about the costs, etc.

At the end of our email conversation, what HD said about his close friend BAT (who was obviously not on the mailing list by then) was this:

“As usual
BAT talk big but cannot produce
He says he has frens that can lend him
I ain’t paying 250 bucks.
Dun bother lah CG. Guarantee he will blame you when i ask him”

Whope!  First he disses BAT for “talking big”, and then he says BAT will blame me for not being able to get the dance pole?  Please.  I know BAT better than that.  Even if BAT can’t get a dance pole for the party as he promised, he will not blame me either.  But of ‘cos… HD probably said what he did to make himself appear “better” than BAT.  So full of shit.

I can dig up tons of other examples which i have kept as evidence via email, sms, etc.  I just never revealed these things before ‘cos i always regarded HD as a friend.

Which is something i don’t understand either.  Why the heck do i regard him as a friend?  Want to know plainly what happened between HD and me?  Well, there was some level of mutual attraction when we first met.  So we started hanging out.  4-6 times a week.  Kind of crazy.   After which he went to the US, came back and started avoiding me.  I obviously knew something was wrong ‘cos his usual morning smses, after work “how’s your day been” phone calls, and dinner invitations came to a grinding halt.  So i confronted him about it and he said, sorry to have given me the wrong idea.  DUH.  Whatever.

So there u have it.  Each time i get more pissed, i shall spill 1 more evil thing he said about his friends.  Yeap.  Maybe i will even show them the emails and smses he wrote about them.  Why not?  If he dared to say it, he should dare to face the music.

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July 2007