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Protected: A Letter, One Year On

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你要的爱

雖然經常夢見妳 還是毫無頭緒外面正在下著雨 今天是星期幾But I don’t know 你去那裡雖然不曾懷疑你 還是忐忑不定誰是你的那個唯一 原諒我懷疑自己我明白 我要的愛 會把我寵壞像一個小孩 只懂在你懷裡壞你要的愛 不只是依賴要像個大男孩 風吹又日曬 生活自由自在雖然不曾懷疑你 還是忐忑不定誰是你的那個唯一 原諒我懷疑我自己我明白 我要的愛 會把我寵壞像一個小孩 只懂在你懷裡壞…

Farewell 2018

Pain, worthlessness, grief, self-harm; too many dark moments have plagued 2018. I truly wish for a better tomorrow in 2019.

I Wished…

I was a bigger part of your consciousness.  

Clingy

I died. Got revived. And I woke up a different person. Scarred. Despairing. Looking forward to His second coming.   If I wasn’t drowning, I wouldn’t cling on so hard.

Dylan

Dylan was a friend from dance. On 7 Ang 2018, Dylan decided to leave us at the very young age of 27. The news came as a great shock because whenever I think of Dylan, the image of someone with a big smile would pop into my mind. His family shared that he had been […]

Thorn

Maybe the lesson is to not focus on the thorn but to focus on His Grace and one day the tears will go away.

Protected: Beijing, June 2018

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Ah Lian

The older i am, the more ah lian i become. Went to get a third pair of ear holes pierced today. I wondered why and the only conclusion i arrived at was the older i am, the less i care about what people think of me. So that brings my inner lian to the surface. […]

Purpose of Insurance

I’ve recently had to fight over a few months with the claims director of an insurer to pay a valid claim to my client. The quibble the claims director had was over procedural matters and there was absolutely no doubt that the defaulting borrower owed money. In fact, the borrower already issued an confirmation of […]




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